I've been posting a lot on my other blogs about the esoteric connections between Jehovah's Witnesses and Zionism and Freemasonry and Nazism and pyramidology and other things. I mean I don't mean to blow myself up but it's an intellectual approach to my understanding of my Jehovah's Witness past. Ex-Jehovah's Witnesses come in all races, and I've noticed the centralized system and commands of living tend to culturally blur the lines between the races because we are all encouraged to shun outside culture and to only associate with each other in our own culture. There are still cultural differences between the races, but it is minimized. We all learn the same stuff in the synchronized Kingdom Hall lectures and we all read the same books, so we are all pretty much on the same page, at least intellectually so. But something happens to the races when they leave the Jehovah's Witnesses, and there is a difference between how Black Jehovah's Witnesses behave and how White ones do.
First, it is totally a known fact in both Jehovah's Witness culture and Ex-Jehovah's Witness culture that when people leave the cult they become extremely attracted to things like drugs, sex, being in porn, prostitution, alcohol, clubbing, being wild ect. They are making up for living so strict for so long. Ex-Jehovah's Witnesses also have extreme mental problems and suffer from depression and schizophrenia at higher rates, this is compounded by the fact that they are abandoned by their family, often at a young age, with no friends on the outside to go to cause outside friendships were not allowed and family that is not Jehovah's Witness have not been allowed in your lives as much so there are no bonds.
All Ex-Jehovah's Witnesses are kinda fucked up. But they kinda become fucked up in different ways according to their race often it seems. White Jehovah's Witnesses get into intellectual anti-Jehovah's Witness activity like I do. Almost all of the people who comment on my work on Jehovah's Witnesses and their occult connections to outside groups are White. There are tons and tons of Black and Latino ex-Jehovah's Witnesses, but they don't participate in the intellectual side of being an ex-Jehovah's Witness. Most Black and Latino ex-Jehovah's Witnesses go ghetto and focus on money, smoking weed, having sex, racing cars, working, and generally not being involved in the mental side and inquisitiveness of being an ex-Jehovah's Witness.
There are differences between the races, even when culture is canceled out by an overarching cult that drowns out outside culture and produces a monoculture for the inside cult members, raising them in it since childhood. It seems that when Whites and Blacks/Latinos leave, they revert to their primitive racial instincts, the White way is to use the mind and combat the evil that hurt you, and the dark people's way is to become focused on the physical (or become some less intellectual form of Christian) and not really set up any force against the evil they came from, being intellectually and mentally lazy. And if they do combat it, it is very shallow based on things like being shunned, not on researching esotericism, and trying to re-emerge the past. My experience with ex-Jehovah's Witnesses of color is horrible. They show no interest in my research and tell me they don't care and neither should I. It kinda helps keep me racist now.
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